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    July 16

    我的一生!

           有三种简单然而无比强烈的激情左右了我的一生:对爱情的渴望、对知识的探索和对人类古难的难以忍受的怜悯。这些激情像飓风,无处不在,反复无常地吹拂着我,吹过深重的苦海,濒于绝境。
           我寻找爱情,首先是因为它使人心醉神迷,这种陶醉时如此的美妙,使我愿意牺牲所有的余生去换取几个小时这样的欢喜。我寻找爱情,还因为它解除孤独在可怕的孤独中,一颗颤抖的灵魂从世界的边际看到冰冷、无底、死寂的深渊。最后,我寻找爱情,还因为爱的交融中,神秘的缩影中,我看到了圣贤和诗人们想象出的天堂的前景。这就是我所寻找的,而且虽然对人生来说似乎过于美妙,这也是我给于找到了的。
           怀着同样的激情我探索知识。我希望能够理解人类心灵。我希望能够知道群星为何闪烁。我试图领悟毕达哥拉斯所景仰的数字力量,它支配着此消彼涨。仅在不大的一定程度上我达到了此目的。
    爱和知识,只要有可能通向天堂,但是怜悯总把我带回尘土。痛苦呼喊的回声回荡在我的内心。忍受饥饿的孤儿、惨遭压迫者摧残的受害者、被儿女们视为可憎的负担的无助的老人使人类所有的生活成了笑柄。我渴望能够减少邪恶,但是我无能为力,而是我自己也在忍受折磨。
           这就是我的一生。我发现它值得一过。如果再给我一次机会,我会很高兴地再活它一次。

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    shentingwrote:
    这样的感慨要和阅历成正比吧!!走的路多了就是深浅不一样啊!!!
    July 17

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